Ugh. I hate these moments of my life where everything is just sort of fucked for no reason. I really just want my financial aid to come, want to pay these bills we have to pay, and want to have a real girlfriend again. Its not a ton of things to ask of, and god damn I want to have the motivation like some people to work + do school. I just suck so much. Everyone I know who is in college is like working 20 hours a week and taking four classes, and I'm taking three classes and not working at all? I'm such a fuck-up I feel so stupid sometimes, for no reason.
I need to get my shit straight, and do it now. If there ever was a time to stop being such a fuck-face about my life and a laze-ass now is the time, I really need to just do my own thing and study hard, work hard, etc. I don't care if I'm going to be rich in 3 months, I just need to do this stuff now. :/
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